Today's Lunches...

HAhaha.... Dunno how many meals i eat in one day man!!! Growing a tummy like nobody's biz... Hahahaha.... HEy... Dun check k???

Yep... Today went to client's place then had breakfast cos woke up only at 810 and had to leave home by 830 so didnt have time to eat. Then who knows aft reaching there, rush some work 1st... By the time I went to get breakfast and finished eating, it was 1030... then ken msged shortly asking if wanna meet for lunch... Diaoz...

He had lesson at 12pm lo... So we arranged to meet at 11am at the kopitiam... Then he was late... But he came with Kgoon and yan... Wat a pleasant surprise... Then it was a rushed lunch... They even had to cab back... So sorry, u all had to travel down and rush back... But it was a good time of relaxing... At least away from the grp of crazy gals... Hahaha... Back to sanity for that half hr...

Then Ken gave me a postcard... Hee... It's been so long since he wrote something to me... And it was so sweet. So encouraging... So touched by it...

When I went back client's place, my colleagues still working and I went with them for lunch again at the hawker opp Ginza plaza... Hee... Had lai lai pineapple... Reminds me of Sec sch days... But I was too full to eat the western... Haiz... Wasted... Hahaha...

So I had a toasted sandwich (luncheon meat, egg n cheese), porridge and rojak and pineapple juice and tehs... Hai yo... Been eating so much... Jialat man...

I survived!!!

Hahaha... It's so rare that now I can be here at home at this time... Hahaha... After such a long long few weeks. I'm finally more freed-up.

Like the theme of our team--"We will survive!" And indeed all of us have survived. We really went thru everything together. From the happiest moments to the saddest moments, to the craziest moments. We were in it together and thru it all... Thru this time, we've become best of friends, we share everything...

In all these time, God has really increased my capacity. I can work thru the nites and not be as tired as the rest of my colleagues. And most importantly, I picked up more PR skills. I've learnt that you got be see ppl without any prejudice. Even if the ppl ard u keeps talking bad abt someone, learn to see things from God's perspective. The person is someone who God loves.

And everyday we desire to be more like God. So we treat ppl with an open heart, dun gossip and see other ppl thru the eyes of God... Then it'll be very easy to work with any one!!! Yeah... God is good, I survived unscathed. Hahahaha....

Just 1 more day!!!

Yeah... I survived... Have been sleeping like 1 hr, 2 hrs, 4hrs for the past wk... But God has been very good, He has sustained me through the nites, thru the day with these little winks I managed to get... Physically and mentally very siong. This has been the worst engagement I've ever been on so far. Staying over nite at client's place is a norm... After 10pm is no need to say one... So far stayed over on 1 nite, then latest til 445am, then 3am+... Thank God it's really ending soon... If not I sure tender one... Hahaha....

But I really thank God for my colleagues, supporting me thru this period of time... They are ard to share the burden together. I seem to be spending like 90% of the time I'm awake with them... Have become very close friends. And they motivate me to trust God more and more.

I thank God for favour, being able to go for cg despite having to work til morn... And svc as well. And most impt, for health that during this period of time, I remain so healthy i cant believe it!!! Hahaha...

Any I wanna thank my cg for being there to encourage me... Thru it all, we all begin to see a new realm of God... I've learnt to really depend on Him to bring me thru each day!!! Luv my dear for being so understanding and encouraging... All the little little msgs mean a lot to me...

And one more day... And I'll be more free, able to knock off more normally... Like ard 6+ 7 latest(I hope)? Hee... Just one more day and nite... or rather it's 2 more days and 1 nite... Need to go catch up on my sleep for now...

Update again when I free to go shopping... Hee.... Fun Fun fun fun!!!! God got to be with me thru this period of time first b4 anything else... Haaa........

What to do when u only have 24 hrs a day???

Best soln: Sleep lesser, so that u have more awake hrs... Heee....

Havent been able to spend much time fellowhipping with my cg buddies... Feel really bad... Sorry guys, I really miss all of u... Even when I working, you're on my mind... But do drop me a call when u free to chat ya?

Yep, work has been very hectic recently... Working til ridiculous hrs... But I really thank God for this grp of fellow colleagues who support me during this time. We'll nag at each other, make sure everyone dun fall sick during this crucial period of time. We need each other now!!! Fun team and lots of 'stress-reliefers' we've come up with, like sharing lame jokes and listening to Christian music to destress, the music sharing sessions, renaming of songs and stuff... u name it, u have it... Hahaha...

We've all been working hard, til wee hrs... So far the latest is 5am for me... We left client's ard 1245... Hee... So havent been sleeping much. Cos slept til 730 then went work, next day worked til 1am, then sat also worked from 9 til 7... But really wanna thank all the ppl who have been praying for me... I know u're interceding on my behalf!!! Xie xie!!!

To those going to be taking exams soon, JIAYOU!!!!!!!!! You can do it... God's strength's with u!!! You can do it!!! U're the best!!!

In one month's time, this job shld be over and my bday will be drawing near... Can finally get some good sleep??? Hahahaha.... I hope so... I wanna watch moviessssssss also... the lakehouse, breakup... ... ... Think shld go rent vcd, I doubt i can catch them in threatre...

So sorry to my dear... I really wanna more time with u... But i've tried my best...

OH YA... To Kelvin, if he ever reads this entry.... Hahaha....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! May all u complete all the goals you've set in the next 3 months+... Favour in school with students and superiors... Promotions after promotions, pay rise after pay rise... :o) And babies after babies??? Hee... :)

I cried...

Haiz... Just now at client's place... I cried... Things were quite overwhelming... So many review points to clear, so many things to do in such a short time... And the points are so difficult to clear... Not sure wat he wants, nvr see b4 ones... Then my dad called... To scold me, cos the comp couldnt connect internet again. And I was the last person to be able to use it...

Looking at my laptop at my client's place and after hanging up with my dad... I cried... Hai... I didnt cry at first... Tears were just forming up in my eyes, so watery, and I was trying to control... Cos I just felt so stressed and helpless... I was like looking at my screen to figure out wat my mgr wants, at the same time thinking abt my comp at hm... Why is it down again? Wat did I do on Sunday... And just felt so helpless... Then my colleague opp me said, ' Hazel, dun cry!' I just started to tear... Then I was a little unstoppable... Haiz... Tears just refused to go back in... So I just let it out... Wiped my tears and went to zap some stuff... So that I can leave the room...

I came back, cooled down and told them wat happened... They tried to comfort me a bit... Then I also stopped thinking abt it... Started to faster clear my work so that we can all go back... Then so I started to da bao... And left the palce in abt 15 min...

Called my sis and tried to do remote comp saving... But cannot... Haiz... Then... I just went for dinner with Ken... And prayed... And I reached home, on the comp... Tried to reinstall my comp, touch here touch there, try this and that... Lastly... I decided to just try to system restore... And it worked... So here I am... Typing this entry now... Haiz... Sometimes... Things can get so overwhelming... Like the problems all come together... I remember in the morn I was still asking ard for things to do... Then at nite, I was overwhelmed...

But thank God that He is with me thru it all. I really need to pray for favour and efficiency to finish up my work... So that I can be a blessing to others by helping them... And I can leave early every fri to att cg or sem... God please bless me and multiply my time!!! I need to increase my faith!!! God help me with my unbelief...

Not a morning person...

Read Shaun's blog... Makes me think... Hahaha... Cos I not a morning person... Dun like to wake up early in the morning (before 9) to go work or out... Not very efficient in the morn also... But at least I dun go around irritating others... Hee...

Nowadays better liao... Used to waking up at 730... And I'll remind myself, this is the day that the Lord has made, I'll rejoice and be glad in it... This helps!!! And I'll be off to work, smiling... :o)

8 1/2 years together...

Happy Anniversary my dear... Hee... Time really flies... Through thick and thin, God brought us through... Through the days in Sec sch til now... No one day is the same or boring... You're so cute!!! Heee..... All the best in ur coming sem and everything u do... New things u'll do but u're going to be the head!!! Me will support u... As always... Heee......

So sad...

Just heard news that one of my friends broke up after 8 years + together... Feel so sad for them... My ex-classmates...

Thank God that Ken is still so attractive... Hahaha... Always trying to improve himself... Like going sun-tan cos of a dear friend's comments... Hahahaha... I wish for those carefree days when I can just laze and rest and sun-tan too... Sob sob...

Now just went back to work.. Still trying to pick up the pace of working... I pray my body can take it... Have been vomitting a bit after coming back from work... Haiz... God, strengthen my body... Still coughing slightly... Keep me in prayers!!! Thanks! Hee....