Haiz... Just now at client's place... I cried... Things were quite overwhelming... So many review points to clear, so many things to do in such a short time... And the points are so difficult to clear... Not sure wat he wants, nvr see b4 ones... Then my dad called... To scold me, cos the comp couldnt connect internet again. And I was the last person to be able to use it...
Looking at my laptop at my client's place and after hanging up with my dad... I cried... Hai... I didnt cry at first... Tears were just forming up in my eyes, so watery, and I was trying to control... Cos I just felt so stressed and helpless... I was like looking at my screen to figure out wat my mgr wants, at the same time thinking abt my comp at hm... Why is it down again? Wat did I do on Sunday... And just felt so helpless... Then my colleague opp me said, ' Hazel, dun cry!' I just started to tear... Then I was a little unstoppable... Haiz... Tears just refused to go back in... So I just let it out... Wiped my tears and went to zap some stuff... So that I can leave the room...
I came back, cooled down and told them wat happened... They tried to comfort me a bit... Then I also stopped thinking abt it... Started to faster clear my work so that we can all go back... Then so I started to da bao... And left the palce in abt 15 min...
Called my sis and tried to do remote comp saving... But cannot... Haiz... Then... I just went for dinner with Ken... And prayed... And I reached home, on the comp... Tried to reinstall my comp, touch here touch there, try this and that... Lastly... I decided to just try to system restore... And it worked... So here I am... Typing this entry now... Haiz... Sometimes... Things can get so overwhelming... Like the problems all come together... I remember in the morn I was still asking ard for things to do... Then at nite, I was overwhelmed...
But thank God that He is with me thru it all. I really need to pray for favour and efficiency to finish up my work... So that I can be a blessing to others by helping them... And I can leave early every fri to att cg or sem... God please bless me and multiply my time!!! I need to increase my faith!!! God help me with my unbelief...
