During worship in cg... I felt so like God was just discipling me... So gentle but it was like a 2-edged sword... Just felt so so so humbled by it...
Reminded that it's Him who exalts me... Telling me not to be puffed up... He is my strength... This season of time, not the easiest time to go thru. The burden will not be lighten... But at the end of the day, I'll become stronger, my capacity will increase.
I told God, I dun ask for the burden to be lighten, but I pray for stronger shoulders... To go thru all this. I pray that I wont give up. Even when chastening comes, I pray that I'll be so so so open and quick to change. I may learn things fast but I pray that I'll replace my bad habits fast too...
I need more of God in my life each day as the workload and the burden gets heavier... I want to increase my capacity. I wanna increase my patience, my longsuffering, my kindness, my understanding of things... I wanna be more and more like God.... God, show me the way... lead me on... you're the lamp unto my path, light unto my feet... God you're my almighty God.. You're for me... You're with me... thru it all... I need you...
