YES!!! I'll be going for my 1st mission trip in Jul. This is so exciting!!! I've been looking forward to this trip. And am still looking forward... So very excited. Just feeling like a small child who knows that in less than 2 months, her Daddy is going to bring her overseas!!! And she'll be on the plane for the 1st time. Yes! Her virgin flight... Hee...
This trip is really a God given trip. Why do I say so? The desire to see the chinese ppl getting saved was birthed in me when Pst Ulf gave the word that we'll be going missions. And I went thru the chinese BS last yr to prepare myself. And every time pst prays for the chinese in Asia, my heart would really ache. Like I could just feel how much God loves them and wants them to know Him and experience Him. And when Pst Kong shares abt the number of ppl getting saved thru Sun's concerts, I really rejoice with the angels in heaven. This feeling is like when your family members you've been reaching out to getting saved after you've fasted and prayed for them for months.
Yep. And God has been speaking to me this year that this will be a year of going forth. Right from the start when we did our goals card. God told me that this year I'll go, to a chinese speaking world to impact their lives. But I didnt dare to tell anyone abt it at that time. I just continued praying that if it is really true, He'll reconfirm it again and again. He just reminded me that the chinese bs i went thru was my preparation period.
When Pst Kong announced that mission trips are open for registration in Apr. I just felt God said, 'Huiqin, are you willing to go? Now is the time.' I just cried... I've been waiting for this moment... So I talked to Ken abt it... We prayed... And we prayed... And for 2 wks, I was tormented... Every time i start to pray... God would ask the same qn... Until I said, 'Yes God I'll go!' The desire become so strong, so strong. I just knew it in my spirit that I really wanted and had to go.
But I wanted my leader to approve of me going, to bless my going... I began praying that God will speak the word thru Ken if He really wants me to go. Indeed God is good, he reconfirmed the word again!!! During cell group meeting... Ken just prophesied over me, all in tears...
'The door that God has opened, no man can shut it. Not even the cell leader. Huiqin, now is the time! Go!'
Extracted from Ken's blog dated 21 Apr 06... "Some time back, God spoke to me : Doors that he has opened, no man can shut them... and that includes CGLs cannot shut them too.. I think only huiqin will know what i'm talking abt.."
So I'll going!!! On this adventure!!! And Ken would be going with me too... This is a bonus. God is just so good to me!!! Hee... Love you so much, God. Hey hey!!!! Dun be jealous or envy, God can give it to you too, if you desire and ask. :) Amen?
Yup yup... And I'll be extending my trip... With my beloved cell members... 3 mighty bodyguards!!! Hee... I'm in safe hands! Thank you, Lord! Really very thankful for His provisions and preparation over these years...
You can make a difference in the lives of the people! As the song goes...
You said ask and I'll give the nations to you
O Lord that's the cry of my heart
Distant shores and the islands will see
Your light as it rises on us...
